bad things does happen in min

it wasn't all good happening to me all this while, i have things that i have complication dealing with...

sometimes i am so having bad luck, is simple, but it irritates you..

nah, i am not going to say those things, it is really small tiny things, just like so happening to be the one to explain the faulty that we causes, making the impression that it is MY fault...

and! i don't have chance to talk to 'tony leung'!

and this stupid 38(38 is a malay guy), was absent for 2 days, monday and tuesday..and so i am transfer to take his shift with another senior~
well, then i understand lots of things 38 does not teach me, is all the minor detail that link everything he make me do.. who knows he is either selfish, or merely thinking thats too simple to make me do them.
well, it is alright, i don't mind, he don't have the obligation to teach me

and the senior(nepal), even teach me things from his original department,
although he complain to me he have so much of his work, hoping me to help him with his department thing..:P sorry, i don't want to~ (i didnt actually tell him that, just, i didnt help him)

ok, thats the thing, happening once he return to work yesterday, i transfer back to the final QA, and i face a flaw of the product he is controlling, so i went to him with the product...
i go to his seat, take a seat, and sit down beside him, seeing him doing his work, i do not want to interupt, but i am sure he know i am there...
then he say: buat apa pasal yang 90334 itu tade masuk computer?
i said: huh?
he said: you semalam kerja kat sini kan?
i said: ya.... semalam yang itu belum list dalam computer
he said: yang 80114 itu tade comfirm... (with the so irritating expression)
i said: o...saya tatau la, i ikut aje itu (pointing the nepal senior who leads me yesterday)

(hey, confirm is the thing you do to certify a production 'GO' k, i tried lots of time, but, i make mistakes. some of the produc t requires several process, and espcially the final process, i will not dare to confirm, if i certify wrong, the product will have to scrap and the preceeding process all goes undone, well, luckily everytime my mistake was then realize and re-confirm, so i say to myself: NOT TO COMFIRM IF THE SITUATION ALLOW, AND NOT TO CONFIRM ON FINAL PROCESS REGARDLESS ANY CIRCUMSTANCES!)

then he continue with his work, and i let me sit there waiting with my product...
i then open the reference drawing on his desk, showing very obvious I HAVE QUESTION~
he ignore, doing his job with full power of irritation...
like i am working there, yet all the job un complete, then he will have to do them...

HEY! thats your job, i am a substituting your position as trainee following a senior,
and i am sure all the job is (in my conscious) done when i go back!
fuck you fuck you fuck you!


sitting there stupidly for 10 mins, i left him..
back to final QA and approve that flaw product!
fine! fuck you... i let it go to the market!
if i'll have to be responsible, you will have to be responsible as well!

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today was better day, as i facing this particular situation where i have to talk to him for something... (i struggle a lot thinking to talk to him or not, i affraid i will kill him),
but well, as i talk to him then, he don't seems anything different, like normal only...
then this baby face (seriously baby face, we crack his detail from other worker: he is only 20, but! already have kids, and he is kido and childish still...), pushing a trolley alike device...
and bang him in purpose....
hahaha, i am smirking... then i burst to laugher when 38 walk off that spot and baby face followed him and bang him again....

HAHAHAHA

QA executive walk pass and 38 shouting to that executive pointing baby face,
executive was busy, he just say: EH! (then gone)
but the EH he shouted, summon that baby face supervisor...
(ops, problems...)
but i observe that baby face wasnt looks funny when he do that banging thing on 38, and 38 don't looks like having fun with him...i think they have some conflict before i appear...
well, fighting is good, kill 38....

scenarios min

:

the bear bear group of maintenance looks like bear....
EACH everyone of them!
this is killer bear!
then got koala, Owl bear(looks like owl + bear), 38 bear( who likes to laugh without reason),

this one particular bear, when we QA spotted some problem with the product, and the cause is the machine operater reluctance, then he will ask us to : HANTAM DIA! KASI INI(hand me a metal), HANTEM DIA!

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i eating sweet while walking, then i choke~ the mint penetrated into my nose and throat, i cannot stop coughing....
then red riding hood come pass and saw me
: SAKIT ah?

....
i cannot talk, i can only shake my head.......

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CSC (orna steel) friend spending most of their time with engineers, with local, with taiwanese, chinese.... all educated people..
while we mintye babies, we spending most of our time with local malays, and foreigners~

no no, i am not complaining...
just that, i will have to say these foreigner we work with, wasnt bad and evil junk like what we see in the news paper, killing, robbing and raping...
can't deny they are less educated, knowing not much, we even have problem communicating to each other, they are rough, but in some sense, they are innocent...(dan sun)

there few Nepal worker who teach me things, vietnam worker teach me things, nepal store keeper telling us stuff.....
and ofcourse, there are few insane being around..

this particular special cisin uncle we address him as...he is... typical like insane chain kiler, like those killer who kill for no reason, not even for own satisfaction....
(while lining up for food in the canteen, he will walk pass us and push us away....,
he requesting a new mask from the supervisor, then the supervisor was handling something else, so he say: tunggu sekejap...
he said: sekarang tak boleh ah...
supervisor: tunggu la!

and surprisingly, although we have snake king, king of kings A&W, (a local malay, our supervisor), and everything we know as malay is always lazy... (ISA please be blind while seeing this), there are still few malay we work with, very keen and serious, hardworking on the job he is doing..
salute~!

working names

我的工作不错的老实说，想想吧，有人的工作得用脑子，思考然后想出一些方案，方法，之类的，像萍2，他就需要做presentation,research 之类的；有的人的工作每天要穿得美美然后去推销，当然很自然的吃喝玩乐都可以claim公司的，但时可不能没有成绩的，天天要对各种各样的人嘻皮笑脸，客户为先的消遣人；不然就像伟嘉那样，天天就被冷落，要他们好好的读熟各种各样的规则之类的，就天天一直读，然后很想睡觉，什么也做不了，当然，我都选择了他们糟糕的方面来说，好的一面他们自己在享受，我要嘛听了，也不会很明白~

所以啊，我的工作时脑子不用太多，不过身体就要能操一点了，

一直要走动，虽然没有什么搬搬抬抬，但是~~我也不明白，就会很热，然后要这边那边的腾来腾去，像昨天酱，一大堆的工作，量了这个那个，有这个那个~

哈哈，工作啦，文字我也写不出什么~

总之！要我选择的话，我想开始也许会选择别的容易（看起来容易）的工吧，但是工作了就明白，身体累了最多不是休息多一点，至少我不用放工回到家里，担心明天怎么办，担心后天的presentation,担心下个星期的sales quota,

但是不代表放工回到去我就能relax,我也有要担心的东西，但是至少不是和工作有关的~这就够了

但是今天我那个store 的同学没有来，然后另外一个就被叫去office做东西，所以我就被差遣去顶替他们两个人在store的岗位，（当然不是只有我一个人），但是呢，今天的store根本就没有东西做，今天没有什么出货进货的，所以我就真的，很无聊~

然后我去回我的部门，QA in process, 去和那个38 讲话，他明明很得空的，但是我说：得空哦？他又说没有得空，但是整个人就摊在那边，什么都没有做~白痴

介绍一下我们的工作人物：

1． 38 :我工作是跟随他的，他做这个有9年的了，虽然教育程度不高，但是对于公司的运作，能跟他比的人，我看也只有他头上的那几个supervisor了，但是就由于教育程度不高，英文不太明白，看不懂，所以升不上去了~为什么38 ？因为他真得很38，他是一个男人，但是却像aunty酱，很喜欢去撩人，惹人，但是从我的眼里大家都还能接受的，很多人走过也很习惯性的去惹他。他很怕肮脏，有些人就会故意肮脏的时候他碰它，然后他就会捉狂，哈哈~

2． A&W, a.k.a 007: 这个男人是我们QA的第2个头头，他走路很像A&W的熊，所以我们就叫他A&W。007 又为何？007 是license to kill…. 我们的007 时license to kill TIME.

我们至今也不太明白他的工作范围是什么，就这边那边，一点一点的，在work shop 里游来游去，根本就好像有执照的在杀时间~

3． 小红帽: 外劳来的，什么国家我不知道啦，但是他的语言我是不明白的，而且他很白，有点像华人，所以我不知道。他剃了个光头，然后天天带着红色的鸭舌帽~

（我的同学见到他的时候，真的叫他小红帽的，他也会回应的，因为他根本不明白啊，可是不明白又回应？）

4． 梁朝伟 :很帅的华人，白白的，高高瘦瘦的，很是好看的，有这么一天我和我的同学说他是整个工厂里面最帅的了，然后过后他迎面走来，和我们碰了个对面，然后我们就礼貌的微笑啊，他自然也会笑回给我们拉，然后我的同学就说，笑起来像梁朝伟，诚恳得来，又有点傻~哈哈

5． 任达华: 这个是外劳，黑人，但是不是印度那种黑，是泰国那种黑，是Nepal的人，然后就把头发染成了金色，然后袖子就会天天折到手臂至上，然后穿紧身裤，塞衣服，总之，看看任达华你就明白的了~

6． Crystal: 回想indiana jones 里的crystal skull, 一个样子来的

7． 医生: 外劳，有点老，但是鼻梁上架着的眼镜，不高不低，指指点点，超级像印度人医生的，第一次我和同学们说起，我说：你知道有一个人好像医生的吗？他们两人就知道我说的是睡了~

8． Porn star: 这个有点壮的Nepal 工人，没什么，就纯粹这么样觉得。

9． Killer uncle: 这个人平时真的就普通，没什么的，但是到了快放工的半个小时，他就开始了他杀手生涯，杀时间。其实要到放工的时间，杀时间是每个人的工作，所以纯粹普通得像我们这样的杀，根本拿不到这个名号，他会上fork lift, start engine, 然后驾着车子，然后一圈又一圈的环绕整个工厂，间中会搬搬抬抬拉，会把空桶叠在一起，不然就拿废铁的铁桶去倒掉，然后就一直在绕圈子，绕道尽头，没有路的死路，就会gostan, 然后再来~

就那么一天我们也在聊天杀时间，看他这样绕圈子，我们真的笑到不能停。

10． Bear bear 群: 一群很像熊的technician, 他们的工作基本是换mould, 不然就修理机器，他们有大概5个人，5 个人，都是胖胖的，但是超级像熊的！

哈哈，今天我见到两个，迎面走来，我心里想：杀人熊。。。

然后后面还有一个，我心里想：疯熊~

脑子里满是他们张牙舞爪的样子，然后捉起身边的machine operator，吃掉~

休息的时候，从镜子可以看到technician area, 看到眼睛熊~

11． Baby face 群: 有些外劳，整30的了，看起来还好象20，大我们没几岁的样子，其实他们已经有孩子的了~有一个还把头发染成金色，我和同学说，其实他们连星期日都做工，8 到530，ot 不算，他们到底把头发染了给谁看勒？

有两个baby face 的，一个是越南仔，一个是nepal 仔，也是QA 的，我有问题也会问他们的，两个人都是好人，越南仔还会一点点的话语。Baby face Nepal 仔那一天问我，有女朋友没有，用着他那混了不知道什么腔调的英文，我听了半天才明白他的问题，我说，没有，但是我结婚了~（我很认真地告诉他），他点头好像恍然大悟似的，好像真的相信勒！

我只好说，没有拉~没有结婚也没有女朋友~

然后38插嘴问我他问我什么，我说他问我结婚了没有，38 直接骂他：baru berapa tahun, Tanya orang kahwin belum, beru student la, bodoh~

其实nepal 人根本就听不懂他在叫什么~

食堂的aunty也是的，很喜欢用国文对着外劳们乱叫，哈哈，我觉得那些外劳是给他骂上瘾了，明明知道要排队的，明明知道食物要好好拿，明知道不可以一直把杯啊，食物啊，对在他的面前1cm,然后问多少钱，就偏偏的要给那aunty在大叫！而且叫的是国语。

他其实没有真的生气，就很懊恼~到我们的时候，他总会对我们好声好气，然后看到我们笑那些外劳的胡闹，他的大叫，他就会说，他们很teruk, 说有的做很久的了，还是teruk！

然后我们就会哈哈大笑~

12． 魔王: 既是老板拉，最大的~他的工作是什么我不知道啦~ 虽然他对我们说话也是好来好去的，但是所用工人都很怕他的，所以我对他也回避比较好。

今天同学在office里做工，然后告诉我，不知道为什么来找他的工人，好像都是来讨骂的，每一个进去都给他骂的，但是好像只是去问东西而已~

有这么一次，食堂里，自然是很喧哗的阿，然后就有工人好像是在埋怨什么的，他刚刚好听到，就大叫：有什么问题去跟你的supervisor说，叫他来告诉我，不要一直在念！

然后全场冷了好久，然后那个给那骂的人就吃东西啊，魔王也坐在他的附近，对面，抽着烟的还没训话完，我和同学说，那个人应该吃什么都没有味道，吃作都背脊骨落。

我的工钱rm260, 6天一个星期，连星期六也是全天~

他算工钱的方法更是刻薄，即使说，260 是maximum, 如果你一天没有来的话，而那个月又30天，就260 除30，就是你一天的工钱，（8.66）,不是一天rm10哦，不是~

然后一天没有来，就扣8.66

就是说，260 是最多，就只可以扣，不可能加的~

十月我们做4 天而已，但是也有粮出，我们去office 领pay slip 的时候，接待我们的是一个看起来像为人母亲的善良女人，我就撒娇的在装哭， 呜呜呜呜~~这么少钱，我都不够吃~怎么办~~

哈哈，他就在笑说，吃少一点拉~吃面包就好了

好幽默的女人，然后我去上班的时候，放车放太过出了，他说，你要改装你的车哦？下午很多巴士经过的~放在前面那里啦！就走了。 好潇洒~

说回我的工钱，260，很刻薄吧?

但是想想，其实最终我们的目的是学习，我们不是来为公司赚钱的，所以我们根本就不值员工的酬劳~

这个价钱也好像在告诉我们，我们是可以犯错的，因为我们在学习，我们不是来帮公司赚钱的，

我们可以吃蛇，在我们把工作做完的时候，我们可以做自己的东西，因为我学习到了，没有别的东西可以学的时段，我没有必要在一直重复的做一样东西，或者什么的，因为那是学习范围以外的了，只要学习态度好，我们就算尽责了，

我们依然要思考怎样做才是对公司好，因为那也是我们要学习的，

总之，要有一个mindset, 我们不是员工，我们是来学习的~

其实我的工作也不错的～虽然会很吵很吵，那个第一个星期的时候，我既是放工了回了，听到所有的东西都觉得很吵，音乐啊，说话阿，觉得很烦！

我还以为我不能在欣赏音乐了～坏了个耳朵，　但是好像习惯了。

虽然会很热，热到我的汗水从头上一直流，然后流到下巴，我弯腰的时候，就滴在地上，

虽然有时会很忙，有时就什么也没有得做～这是一个技巧，有东西做的时候，慢慢做，太过快了，等下你无所事事的时候，就那么刚巧老板走过，他过来骂你你还可以说所有都做完了，他走过，然后心里想，这个员工要不得，就走了，你还真的会想哭～但是做到太慢也很糟糕啊，别人赶着要得了，你还慢慢，别人就会来催的了。

但是，是工作啊

我都可以忍受，接受，只是有时醒来，真的希望可以在睡多一点～

（今天，我们的ＱＡ头头，说我们以后的星期六，做到5pm 就好了，是好消息吗？如果说星期六我们不用来了，我还真的会去拜拜说谢谢观音菩萨）

i love sleeping beauty

language in work

human is the only species of organism with verbal language, and varies with location and races, but human have most conflict and complex in understanding each other...
maybe this indicates that language doesn't really help in connecting people..

in our syllabus of study, we learn that making bahasa malaysia our national language is to 'memupuk perpaduan antara kaum', and from the very beginning before our independent day till now, the language class had been implemented in the syllabus for almost 50 years, and the result shows that, 'perpaduan' of races in malaysia just really do not improve much, ~
again, do language actually help in connecting?

working for almost 2 weeks now, in between malays, nepal, bangladesh, china and XX(unknown places), ofcuz also locals, in the workplace, the national political issues do not have any effects, and the language plays small role.
we barely understand each other, the communication is build basically on 'simple vocab'(eg: OK? CAN? CANNOT? WHY? HOW? ), even talking to local malay, seriously, i don't really get them either,
but to say, i feel this simple way of communication link people much better than using fantastic bombastic pretty literature words or sentences,

i see local chinese speaking of language he barely understand and fool around with nepal worker, i bet the nepal worker don't understand at all, but they can tease and play together,
i see the canteen aunty shouting shouting the worker to line up, paying the accurate amount, stop pushing, take the food nicely in pure BM, and i truely believe that those worker understand none word from the sentences~

communication doesn't lies just on language, is people we are, we same species...
dog dont have to learn dog language to make all dog species understand them, just like any other animals, why human can't?
use feeling, observation(see), listen(the tone), the situation to understand each other.

language suppose to help us understand each other, why make it an obstacles on people bond? sometimes we are confuse with things we observe, or we simply don't see the point, and the language will be very helpful in understanding, but then this is the time we chose keep silent...
(shy? don't feel like speaking it out?)


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