闲了点

悠哉闲哉~

把论文解决了~
然后，又帮了帮败家子弄一弄，（过后知道有meye帮他，我就不用出手了）
果然，长得帅，就是有特别的待遇，别人总会帮你~

我还是有考试，还是要交功课，特别讨厌这个老师，
总是怕死我们得空似的~
但是，突然就觉得得空了~

想看戏，想去海边吹吹风~
想去温泉，想和朋友们去旅行，
想窝在冷气里看漫画，吃苹果
想看杂志
想无所事事
想继续收集散播在四处的照片~



喝汽水~
（今天早上printing 到530am, 去mcD都吃早餐了~）

breeze

yeah! my supervisor finally replied my email!.

well, he commented on things...
and i just finish doing all the changes~

i have class tonight, and after my class, i will do my double checking, and there goes
the PRINTING~

the work is not perfect, it is not even to be said as good job..
but, well... i do put effort..
maybe lesser than those who have sleepless night for months~
still, thinking that tml is the submission.

suddenly,

breeze..
know? the kind of feelings~

~~
what? what?
assignment due this thursday?
what?
nex monday is test 3?

screw u Mr. N, from the pyramid..

phew~ is the breeze
i am going home this week..

sad sial

today, is tuesday
tml is the submission day of the legendary fyp~

had my supervisor reply my email?
no, ofcuz not
surprise? not...



jiayung can always get to see his supervisor can have intimate relationship by gossiping

weijia can always see his supervisor by making appointment via SMS, and having intimate relationship of dating each other to play badminton

ryan who have the same supervisor as i do, always complain how bad he is...(ya, we both agree), but apparently, he replied his email...

wu wu wu...
and...
my ex kaiyeh abandoned me, and i still seek where he runaway and seek him for consultation..
and for the current supervisor, he never like to see me...
then tell me to WAIT for his email..which never come~

T.T

prom+drama+fyp 3 days

saturday,
prom day
ya, we don't consider prom as 'night', not prom night, because it consume a day, not just a night.
in the morning, we went out to shop for stuff~~
i just feel like for what i am wearing, short of something...
well, i end up with nothing helpful.


pretty?
..
..
..
just for prank~
fren's vest, bow tie, spec and my own rainbow shirt..

i wear this:

is bored i know,
just like the last time, all black~
a glimpse to the pass

the me with golden hair~
wakakaka


TVB superstar pose


humans...


hollywood
:D

well, the night end with supper at station 1...
till around 3am...
it kills me from then..

sunday 6am, i am instructed to gather in the school..
ya, AM
for the drama practice
(i am taking co-curriculum theater and we are required to do a performance, drama performance.)
i miss lots of the practice, and meeting..cuz i am busy, and it was bored, and i am always not needed..
i am a cast, well, a big K'llefe, the policeman who appear for less than 30 second at the end of the drama, come in the arrest the psycho out..
this drama performance cost us '40%', i will have to perform the ' i am putting lots of effort' thing as well, for the evaluation by the leader and lecturer..

ya, lunch break and dinner break for one hour each..
performance at night, rehearsal for the day




the chicken cast~

the drama then end at 12am, and finally i get to sleep..3am
for few hours,
my supervisor who promise to meet me in the weekend, obviously, fail me
and i can't scold him..

i meet him at 1030am
here goes the conversation that kills my day:
i said: good morning sir

he: yes?

i said: sir, regarding report? (he promise to check for me and meet me in the weekend)

he: i do not have time to read it for u

i said: ....

he: you must wait for ur turn, u are the last one who sent in....

i said: ... (?)

he: u sent in on friday in the 3am... (checking his mail..), and u sent me another one on saturday morning asking me whether i read it already or not....

i said: i sent u on thursday, right after i meet you...the one on friday is the editted one..

he: ya, ofcuz, u expect me to read the one on friday right?

i said: basically they are the same, the friday one i just editted the format...

he: ya,i know... u have to understand that on weekedn, we actually~~ (the look of 'i don't work on weekend')

i said: ya, i understand...

he: u just wait, i will reply your email (he screw many many of appointment by not replying email, his 'i will reply ur email' sucks)

i said: (very innocently) so what i can do now?

he said: i will reply ur email by today


(well, now is 6pm....do i still have to knock his door in the 10am by tomorrow?
i always do this, he hates me for this... i think..hahaha
and he will tell me: do u know that our working hour is until 5pm?)

sigh~ long sigh~

now my report is not done, and there is nothing i can do at all~
it suck!
(there was a performance at 11am, i can't make it..
i am too dull to play something cheerful)

since there is nothing i can do, i sleep the day off~

混乱

最近完结了演奏会，心情放松了不少，却也还是紧绷的，
因为有毕业论文，既是传说中的fyp啦，

然后心里其实有点懊恼，有点纳闷
现在看见乐团的同学们，就像是当时的乐队的同学。。
曾经我把华乐团的感觉和铜乐队比，就发觉一点像，却没有很像~
但是，这离别在即的感觉，、却一摸一样

当时的自己，是那么的不舍得的每一个人
我似乎已经看见那个不舍的重演了~那么的难过

这演奏会，穿这黑色衣服，带着的银色领带，和当时铜乐队的阿演奏会衣服，怎么一摸一样呢~
怎么说：下次记得回来看我们，
怎么都一样呢！
怎么一样的！

算了，

无奈在论文，
我是被supervisor 抛弃的学生，不是我不好，是别的学校给了他更好的待遇，结果就跑路了~
然后，我就被调配给别的老师，
结果，我两边跑，见了从前的，抛弃我的那一个，然后他说了一套，我做了那一套
然后，见了现在这一个，给他看了那一套，结果根本就不是他要的那一套，结果要我做另外一套~
可悲啊~
同学天天在msn status 倒数，今天的倒数，还有6天~
这些人怎么可以天天在倒数呢！
还有一个笨蛋，天天不要睡觉的在做，让我觉得自己好像无所事事~

但是，又还是会去fb,玩下mafia war, 却一直给人打抢！
去poker 那daily bonus, 2k
去malaysia kini, 看看什么时候又补选。。。
然后，今天，看了这一篇，解决了我心头的困扰：
http://malaysiakini.com/columns/102976

民主特质之一：劳民伤财

原来是本质，
其实当我看见penang又补选的时候，就在思考，会不会他麻烦的一点，是不是太浪费钱了呢？
我还小，见解当然还很嫩，
看了这一篇文章，就明白，是应该的~

*老师说这个周末会帮我看看我的论文，心里忐忑不安，
希望他好好帮我看看，却也希望他不要改太多，我没有时间改了~


the figure shown above is the 1st concert and the 2nd concert
突然觉得很骄傲，两场演出，自己都有参与~

symphonious odyssey part 2

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_pwgKPZ2NS8&feature=related
Oogway ascend

yesterday is history, tomorrow is mystery, and today is a gift, that's why it is say as 'present'





admiring the photographer...
at this angle... nice


things that i had busy for days, is now in a picture, recording in a blog, as history...


大哥说，演奏会很好～


i thought i will always be the odd one in picture, as i always have the worst pose..
but in this, jiayung, urs is awkward!



blowing part~


family,
thank you for coming~

photo is more than 2 G in my hand, this is the few i selected~
thank you for coming, thank you for listening...

symphonious odyssey,
shall the odyssey end by engraving the symphonious in everyone heart~ -lucas-

this is a odyssey, for me, for us all

绚音翔旅ｓｙｍｐｈｏｎｉｏｕｓ ｏｄｙｓｓｅｙ part 1

i am the one responsible for these,
i am so proud of myself, they are so damn pretty!

the concert ended, nicely

i like it, it was nice
thou, comment form feedback, ofcuz, negativity comment exist
well, some complication then arise, some say that hate the song, saying it better not exist, but somehow, some people like it...
just have to know how to filter those comment...

after the concert, some of the kid collected the comment form and start reading,
i intended to took it from them, but then they wish to read it..so i let them, then i left
i have big portion of the comment form with me, after i read them, some of the comment kinda sarcastic, phew~ i got a little dull seeing those.
i wish i could take those comment form from the kids, being harsh and snatch it away..
some of the comment is too harsh for them..my bad

anyway, it end, nice

suddenly the complains i have in mind, faded out,
instead, the compliments and gratitude, got contrast...

the load of being a performers and a oc, double identity, is hard
but double identity person, is needed,
it is like the bridge linking the organizing and performers..if there is no link, the organizing person will not much understand hows the performance, what kind of performance it will bring..
ofcuz, communication link can still exist, but the communication can only be done verbally, the feelings cannot be deliver.
ya, i am now expressing the gratitude towards myself, and those double identity person like me.


the general and the mastermind 将军与军师
呵呵，也是渔舟凯歌的代表，吹吹打打～



however, i was wishing that the photographer would have taken the backdrop in the picture, like this one..
the backdrop is clearly seen, pretty!

i was lucky, as a performers, as i doing the leading or solo parts..
one of the song, certain part, is my horror zone,
50-50,
sometimes it can be achieve, and sometimes, can't...
i don have lots of time to practice it N time to make it 100%, manage to get it at most to 60%..
so i am worried..i have to

recall my lecturer said: when u exam, u are worried, u are in the right direction!
only when u had work hard, u will be worried..if u don't, u have nothing to worry at all~ nothing to lose wat!~
when u are worry, only u can make it..

so, i worried
and phew~ luckily, i got it thru~

(reading the feedback form, it have compliment, as well negative comment, but not that bad~
i met my instrument teacher, he said i was alright..
my fren said i did some mistake..well, i can't recall any...)



this boy is mechanical junior, playing erhu~
my eyes hardly open...
honestly, i am damn tired


the blowing part~
...ya ya ya, i know, they are all same but me, i heard them saying to cross the leg to the left, but then i ignore, end up i am the odd one~


look at my panda eye bag..is at the state of horrible....

the photo collecting from all the cameras, is in progress...
more photo and caption to be upload..soon
to be continue......

累

很累了，才明白
自己真的不是无敌的，会死掉的~

最近忙演奏会东西，忙到三餐不继，早上到晚上，
双重身份的人们，特别忙，既又是演奏员，又是筹委

彩排，集合，走场，
工作，布置，开幕，送礼云云

忙得不亦乐乎

到最后，节目组，都好像杂务了，
全部东西都包办，连布置都牵涉了，因为设计组的人说他们忙部景，根本不可能抽空了，
买东西啊，节目组都做了
（一天的结束，去喝茶的时候，人家就问起，今天怎么的没有什么什么？
然后我就说，这个好像也是节目组的工作哦~）
荒唐了

我的司仪，3个人，
一个在总彩排过后，我们brief 他节目流程，走了排位，结束了之后，他只明白一件事情：
‘我不要做司仪了’
他没和我说，却和一些别的筹委说了，筹委们就私低下讨论怎么样办~
筹委是担心我受不住，会哭出来吗？
都不好笑，好笑的是他们私低下讨论的结果，是我去做司仪

更奇怪的事，我听到他告诉我的时候，我都不吃惊，也不惊讶，
好像理所当然的事

我受得气，太多了
我吃下的死猫，也太多了~

明天还考试呢~
还真地想要有分身呢

sad news 2

sad

my blog another sad news

my neighbor die of heart attack ...(Malacca neighbor)

he always like me to play dizi,
he is the one praising me when i practice for the dizi grading examination, he motivated me most..
he knock the house window when i was playing dizi in the house, and ask me to play outside..

he died..

i play dizi just now, 菊花台，
i never know he died just now, then i know..
uncle, this song is for u...

rest in peace..
(T.T)

human are vulnerable, random things just happen...
people, appreciate everything, everyone around u, tell them u love them, show them u love them.. u never want to regret a day when things change and u never have the chance again..

asang, 烦乱

t


deepest condolences
阿桑，a-sang, the Taiwanese female singer dies

sad sad
i always remember her song, as in the video
i am so in love with the gal, liu yifei....and the song matching the series.
i always got charmed by it...never stops

well, i just had my test over just now,
i just had the promotional exhibition opening done
(including the preparation, the decoration..blabla..)


pretty banner


never see a booth guarded with chinese instrument on the play?
oh, this is stunning, guzheng and yang qing...


precisely, it is guard by the pipa and erhu..(opposite of the exhibition board)

having exam day at the opening of the exhibition is simply driving me crazy..
we have performance, playing pop song to attract student audience..

following of the day, i couldnt concentrate in anything,

• test at night,
• fyp on the run,
• booth selling ticket..

i hangout in the booth, thinking about the concert progress...
maybe i am being too 'control', i should just let go a little to escape from the stress...
well, i feel not much pressure for the test... is not that i am confident, is that i am not that concern...i don know why

after the test,
after the exhibition opening...
i shall take a rest... (feeling sleepy in the exam hall. yawning and have a very watery eye...:D)

符咒！my fren said this gal is scary, can be a charm sticking on the wall of female toilet..



cheers