savior

i got better, in fact, i am ok

special thanks to saviors

i remember once diaane told me: you are my savior! 2 times!
i said: am i?
she said: u don't know, sometimes u just appear to be talking to me in the right time...the save the day..

well, i agree
sometimes, even a smile, a silly grin, will save ur day..
(as well screw urs)

well, refer to the previous post, i am in fire~~
then i post a msg in facebook saying that i want to kill him..
then eldest son come reply and ask isit him..
well, ofcuz not, i love him, then we talk a little and, in the same time blasting song.
surprisingly, he cheer me. my tense got soften and i am relax enough to watch a movie.
i watch a movie with lots of pretty song.oh....

music is miracle isn't it?
indeed, art is... movie, painting, instruments.(maybe just me)

well, thank you el, thank you for the movie, thank you for the songs..

(right after my conversation with el, then i watch movie, right after the movie, el appear and have conversation with me again, wow.
then my fren came and drag me to dinner..thou i am not in the mood, but then eating with 2 lecturers, and a wise couple. maybe i talk crap too much, realize that talking to people with lots of knowledge and wisdom, is a little pressure, but exciting...

so, my day is saved...

bliss
(back to psp)

i hate u

猪八戒


as seems as we all hear the bell ringing
放学的钟声响起，我们都听到，收拾着书包~
看看四周，我在这里5年了，
我曾经说，我不会爱上这个地方的
那时好久以前的事了

once very long ago, seeing 18 year old big brother is like oh,
they are so huge!
while then when u are 18, u realize how 'not a big deal' it is~
so what? 18~

but then looking at a person 21, wow
they can do whatever they want, legally!
oh,
while then, i plays the same song, 'so what'


journal bearing




please take a very careful glance, u will see a very pretty breast eye lady!


the cover page of my notes~chapter 2 i think..

别人问，毕业了，干什么啊？
我说啊，不知道，前路茫茫




these pictures, is my drawing during this exam period..
this is my life,
i draw in everything, but well.. i always not to mess up with the serious stuff, like notes,
but everything beside the notes, will not be rescue.

is this fault:



一入豪门深似海
出了图书馆的门，离开了mmu的门口，是permata dunia 吗？

--
short circuit suddenly, where i have to pay the remaining bills, streamyx, electric and water,
and!
i fucking hate my housemate where he is told about the bills, rm150 per person, then he got disappear back to hometown ( i guess) without any prior notice!
so what now?
i have to pay on behalf of him! i am leaving this place soon, i exhausted all my fund in my pocket these few weeks to have better life! (but ofcuz, i have reserve some for any surprise， but not these!)

for more than a years, i never pressing button of the ATM　because of insufficient fund!
i arrange my cash nicely, and i seldom have the situation where i have to press atm machine!
and now i have to because i have to pay for u!
fuck u!

this is not all,
i press it out little, little enough to have my dignity of not pressing the machine, and add on my reserve fund, i am able to pay it. but this exhausted every of my cash i have in reserve.!
i have no more money!
i NEVER WILL ALLOW MY SELF TO HAVE NO RESERVE FUND!

oh, and the situation came,
i have a pair of rackets, where i ask my fren to bring it to repair if he going to 'the place with repair', and today, he said he is going there.
right after i pay my bill, he appear to collect my racket...

good...
FUCK U FUCK U!
i screw my pride to have reserve fund, and i end up have no money to do what i want...for monthS!

i am so pissed!

i h a t e u

(racket got repaired? no! he said he don have the money for my thing either!
ya, it is mine, and i ask u to help me on the repair, how am i going to expect u pay it....)

小毕

下个星期三，考试

由于，这个学期，只是拿两科，其中一是室课外活动，所以，就比较轻松，
而且，那一科，有了大大小小的mid term, 6 个这么多！6 个小考勒！
所以靠final的时候，就更加像是复习罢了，
再说，我们都快毕业了，要好好的享受每一天学生天~

最近玩乐很多，也很忙~
fyp hardcover deadline, 的时候，我们依然很忙，忙着找老师签名。。。
来去匆匆，才发觉，老早觉得已经解决的事情，到当时了，还没有完结！很是纳闷！
但是，真的完了，就明白，完了。。。
完了就完了，老早就庆祝了~
提早庆祝~ 好复杂的感情



我是kaizen boy!


我还是会去图书馆，但是却没有心机读书，

有人说；
既然只有一科，我要拼了老命，考个“我很尽力！”的最后一科

有人说：
都快毕业了，还那么拼么？花点时间玩吧～　同学戴安娜说：说:拿1st class的，也不用担心这一两科的影响，拿不到1st class 的，这两科也帮不到什么~

我呢？我怎么说？
好好读，好好玩～



无所事事的时候，我就会涂鸦～

i thought!

i got my fyp over with...
i thought! last week, after the submission of the report, and my presentation..
ops,
the truth is, is NOT!

the hardcover amendment!
the report we submit it to our supervisor and moderator, we have to collect it back from them,
and do the necessary amendment, and they will have to sign before we can do the hard cover.

as for others, the amendment is more like oh, see the grammatical error, oh, look, this line don't have full stop, oh, this statement should be in italic..
well, for mine,
X
eg:
1. he cross out my chapters, and tell me WRONG! rewrite!
2. <-- shouldnt this be in chapter 5?
3. ALL FORMAT WRONG in reference!

many more, this is big one...
well, this is the final already, why he didnt tell me before i submit the report..
sigh, the pity of being a abandoned student!

well, today is the due date of hardcover making.(there is a official hardcover making of the faculty, the due date of collection is today), well outside private one also have the same service, but by using the faculty service is more secure...
and what i am doing now? is waiting for his email reply..

(should i knock his door ? ohya...i tried that this morning 930 am,
but too bad, he like email...)

please!
just let me get over with this!

*.*
i want to play!

a little bit of complication randomize

had the test yesterday night, monday night, by the lecturer from egypt, who wish that there is not free time for student...
well, it was alright...
we took it quite easy... i back to klang and relax since thursday...and come back on sunday night..
then i stuck in the jam for 3 hours(normally cost me 1hour 30 mins)...
when i came back to mlc, i start scolding sue from seremban, bcuz...i think seremban is the main reason of the jam!

did i bring notes along? duh~ ofcuz not
start study on monday after lunch time..

actually the lec did told us what is coming out, and well..
it is true, with some additional surprise.. nvm, i just don't feel much negativity, or positivity


then we went to hot spring in gadek... (picture is for reference only, it wasnt that pretty at all)
but the smoky was real a little, and it is damn so high temperature

need some burning, fasten the heart beat, and unclog all the clog pores and veins
relief the muscles tension and phew~~
(ouch, it burns!)

i forget did it relax me or not, but i have good time spending time away from ...
all the...thesis, presentation, test..stuff. spending some time with the bitches, have clear skies with stars and moon, McD after that..
seems to be so luxurious~

well, as for now, back to the reality ..(consume my whole morning to back to the reality, i simply just slumber in the bed), the presentation of the fyp~
start doing the slides on today, while the presentation on thursday, which is the day after tml.
pressure? a little...but regarding who am i going to consult.

rise again, the complication of having 2 supervisor:
khaled?
sim?

why such bad fate have to fall here!

nvm~share some random pictures


returned all the library book, except the 4th one
late return, cost me around rm30...
huge number, due to my laziness to renew them from time to time.
why the 4th one not yet return? cuz i have to sent it to photocopy...
why do i particularly need to phootcopy that?
reason:
1. it is written by Imai Mizaaki, the one who introduce kaizen in 1986
(kaizen? is my thesis title)
2. this book is publish at 1991, very hard to find, even mmu mlc library cannot find. i got this book from other university library thru mmu intra, interlibrary loan

i guess it is valueble to keep a copy...even not the ori one (i can't get one)


submission day in FET office, not very crowded..
a little bit of...special? feelings...after the submission.
is a little of unwillingness to give the baby to the person, as well afraid that there is a big error there printed, yet not noticed... weird


found this thru the prom night picture database, oh, this is my favourite


hanging out in the furniture exhibition with my parent at labor day~

wishing good luck charm

to the skies of blue i call upon
dust mud sand of all creatures i whisper
wind roaring shall bring the good luck i wish of
bring me the courage, the energy
the fyp will end nice and smooth

to the kids who have interviews, goodluck

to my dear baby son who is sick~ get well soon


praying to the nature