confuse

成为了让人担心的角色~
昭君何颜见将军~




this friday got test, test is irritating~
my whole week, stuck with the contraint of 'friday got test'

when i am doing fyp: i keep thinking that i should put test in priority since it is this friday
when i am watching basketball: arh!!! shouting like hell! my fren comment: u are rough

when i am eating, sleeping, slumbering, went to Chinese orchestra meeting, practice, performance... (another not so well performance: lesson: must warm up before play)
constraint like 3+9+X < 5 friday got test, friday got test~~

X suppose to be a variable, but in this case, it is a negative variable
it is so contraint! it has to be negative!


when i releasing negative energy, i will unconsciously summon...O文，
he will eat everyone sweet dreams
unless u scare him:

by telling him! i can dig my eye out!

confuse i feel
i wanted to dig my eye out, and get over will all the test, exam, assignment, lab, fyp...
and skip all this away to my vacation plan on 16 june to bangkok~

in the same time, i am scare, i am not willing to leave all this life i've been living since 5 years ago~
i have life here, i almost abandon life i had in klang, i wonder if i had went back, who else i can talk to about the general, about 7 fairies, about Nabil that scare of flies...
who else i can call in 12am and ask them to yumcha, 8am for dimsum...

lifang told me, this is life

with books~