bad luck wil bring good lucks

i think this semester is a bad luck semester~

故天将降大任于是人也，必先苦其心志，劳其筋骨，饿其体肤，空伐其身行，行弗乱其所为，所以动心忍性，曾益其所不能.

this quote had make my day~
saying that if the fate were to arrange some great responsibility on you, then it will torture your spirit and physical, make you hungry thus thin, make your life mess up and you do things wrongly, screwing up everything~
i think what i had endure lately, enough for me to be crown as some general king or something big...

i had bad, seriously bad horrible days.

but!
lets not talk about it, good things will still happen i hope...
i believe the greater the bad things strike you, it leads the same magnitude of good to you...
is a balance world, this is how it works..

khaled, as usual, he is psychos~
he said he will never spoon feed us in teaching~
this is what he do to us: when we tell him we are stuck in one question, he ask us to redo it infront of him, the whole class redi.
then he refuse to tell us whats wrong, but insisting us to try it...
when we ask, is it because of XX and blabla?
he say: good! try it( without telling you the truth!~)
and this cycle last 2 hours plus.

so, you will have to doing it again and again with different method, banging your head in unknown direction...
he said there is a step of doing question like that, but he will not tell us now
(ofcuz it sound pretty relax reading this post, how you people going to imagine how he stare at you and ask you question and insist you to answer while you don't even know what he talking?
and he threaten you he is going to leave immediately if he got no response for you....
you can only pray somebody in the class come to rescue~)

thou he then explain the steps to us in the next day~
but how could he let us go easy, he again torture us~ (and lets not go into detail)


fyp?final year project?
how bout fyp?
the blog topic will stick on khaled too~is kaizenboy.blogspot.com, is KAIZEN!
is my fyp title, as long as this blog stay, i will talk about khaled.

i shown him my progress, actually i have no progress until few hours before i met him, when i rearrange everything i have...(and! the point is, every thing i have, includes the journals, and the summary i have, is all done during the 2nd week, refer back to my previous post and see how terrible my life could be, seeing it back, it is still horrible, imagine i had done half a semester of work during week 2 of the semester~~)
i guess i just have to see him before the mid term break.

so, see, this is the good deed the suffer at 2nd week brings to me...
at least now i don have progress and i can still see him and show him everything like i am been doing it so hard.
and know what?
he said what i did is very good.
the progress at this period, and the direction and my idea~

i got khaled compliment!

i almost cried~
(rubbish)

and lastly, i would say it is about my housemate,
i am staying in a house with 3 people, i, Tony, and SUB

SUB is troublesome people, and i am not friendly, and he think i am not friendly(which is true), and feel upset bout that.
and i don't care.

i am a group leader of this particular subject and i sent everyone email, with PDF journal attach on it, and ask everyone to summarize the respective journal.
because i am lazy to get a meeting, is stupid, so i simply sent email to everyone.
then i forget about it, i didn't even mention to Emily or shorty or whoever~
and SUB happen to be one of them i didn't inform face to face(actually none of them i tell in face), and he is upset,
he complain to Tony that i treated him like outsider(i don know what makes he is insider thou)
then he ask me to tell him in direct if got anything, don sent email...
i tell him that i didn't do this particularly to him, i do it even to my close fren~
and so he emphasize that we stay in the same house~

ble!
duh!!i sometimes SMS Tony while i am just playing computer beside his room~
don't get it why he think we are so close~

we are like SUBstitute to him, when he like to have dinner, lunch with you, we are expected to call him along, but if he is not interested, he didn't bother to let you know~
his out going plan, movie fun or whatever, thou i am not interested to follow, but he never ask too, and we are expected to be close?

hell no!
we are NOT close, i hate you, and i feel you don't like me either~
i am fine with it~!i am not friendly, this is not something new on me.

well, this is just some case, want more? tell me, i will give you more....
but this is not interesting...

well, life goes on~
life is hard...